"unsure, i think" music by esteban aguila
lyrics by esteban aguila and *melchor sahagun III
 (Em, D/F#, G, A) x4

v.1 Em C G i'm not sure that these feelings that i feel are just thoughts turning or C G if it's something that we mask to hide
 D Em i wonder if there's more that has been burning..
 D C i wonder if it's something i won't like..
 (Em, D/F#, G, A) x4 
v.2
Em C G we should watch those who seem to know and closely note their footsteps
 C G don't make them yours but then you can decide D Em who we are.. for what you are so grateful
 D C what would you say of what it means to be alive?

*chorus:
Em D G at times i'm here but it's all strange to me
 C Em and most folks don't trust the strange and then sometimes i'm gone
 D G C Em i know just that i am unsure i feel and try to make sense of what's not
 (Em, D/F#, G, A) x4 
v.3
Em C i was falling i was caught by a woman
 G C G and she saved me she showed me how to be a better man
 D Em D C and for her, i'm so very thankful thanks to her i may one day understand

*chorus:
Em D G at times i'm here but it's all strange to me
 C Em and most folks don't trust the strange and then sometimes i'm gone
 D G C Em i know just that i am unsure i feel and try to make sense of what's not
 (Em, D/F#, G, A) x4

"good for you" 
music and lyrics by esteban aguila
v.1 C Cmaj7
 nothing bad ever happens to me
 Fmaj7 Em my mind can go anywhere i'm pretty good at anything
C Cmaj7 my eyes are open and all that i see:
 F Fm the king and queen standing there.. (but that's just me..)
Em Am
and i don't wanna be "that guy"
Em Am F G so without complexities or pride i think that you should just know

chorus: C Em
i would be good for you
C Em i will be good to you Bb Am
to have our separate lives
Bb G and still thrive is AMAZING TO ME!
 (C, Em, C, Em, F) v.2
C Cmaj7 nothing bad ever happens to me
 Fmaj7 Em i am loved by everyone the life i lead has just begun
C Cmaj7 my eyes are open and all that i see:
 F Fm the king and queen standing there.. (but that's just me..)
Em Am
but i don't wanna be "that guy" Em Am F G
so without complexities or pride i think that you should just know

chorus: C Em
i would be good for you
C Em i will be good to you Bb Am
to have our separate lives
Bb G and still thrive is AMAZING TO ME!
(C, Em, C, Em, C, Em, F, C)

"i want more" music and lyrics by esteban aguila (A, Amaj7, A7, D) v.1 A he drives a skateboard
 Amaj7 A7 and not a motorcar
 D Dm/F she holds dessert upon her plate
 she trips and stumbles
 A E7 and the cake is on the floor
 Dm he'd stop to taste it, but he knows that
 A E7 he'll want more 
v.2 A
she dreams in smiles
 Amaj7 A7 (she's a lovetarian!)
 D Dm/F his taste is sweet but she's not sure
 A another helping is all
 E she's looking for
 Dm she'd stop to taste it, but she knows that
 A she'll want more
 (E, E/F#, E/G#)

 chorus:
 A Amaj7
so just live and just love A7
and count the shining stars
 D 'cause there's not only one
 Dm/F A
 ...i feel you. x3 (A, Amaj7, A7, D, Dm/F, A, E, Dm, A) (E, E/F#, E/G#)
 chorus:
 A Amaj7
so just live and just love A7
and count the shining stars
 D 'cause there's not only one
 Dm/F A
 ...i feel you. x4 (A, Amaj7, A7, D, Dm/F, A, E, Dm, A)

“new song for you” music and lyrics by esteban aguila D, Dmaj7 x2 v.1 D Dmaj7 Bm we started out a fool in math class in high school A G friend just laughing, only asking “hey there, how are you” D Dmaj7 Bm read my poem.. do you wanna hear my song? A children growing, both us knowing G D that it won’t be long chorus: D F#m G i don’t mind being blind to what will happen it feels like magic A D F#m i know that this is right for us two: G my new song for you A D Dmaj7 both us sharing now that everything has changed brand new v.2 D Dmaj7 Bm flowers on your car, but you don’t understand A G my silly words of poems but still, can I hold your hand? D Dmaj7 Bm read my poem. do you wanna hear my song? A G D children growing, both us knowing that it won’t be long chorus: D F#m G i don’t mind being blind to what will happen - it feels like magic A D F#m i know that this is right for us, too! G my new song for you A both us sharing now that everything has changed brand Bm Cmaj7 G F# new.. oooohhhhhh Bm Cmaj7 G A Bb oooooooohhhhhhhh Eb Gm Ab i don’t mind being blind to what will happen it feels like magic Bb Eb Gm i know that this is right for us, too Ab my new song for you Bb Cm both us sharing now that everything has changed brand new Gm Ab i don’t mind being blind to what will happen it feels like magic Bb Cm Gm i know that this is right for us, too Ab my new song for you Bb (this is all for you!) Eb Ebmaj7 Cm we started out a fool in math class in high school Bb Ab friend just laughing, only asking “hey there, how are you”

“extinguish me” music and lyrics by esteban aguila (Em7, Em6, Fmaj7, Em) x2 v.1 Em7 Em6 falling towards disaster Fmaj7 now much faster Em than before Em7 Em6 the body- not so precious Fmaj7 more so infectiously Em insecure. chorus: F# Bm it's no so easy when there's more than one wrong choice Gmaj7 speaking words not from my own voice Gdim7 Bbdim7 F# (i breathe the flame that calls my name unto you) Bm and i don't feel that it's right of me Gmaj7 to burn so bright and excitedly Gdim7 Bbdim7 C#dim7 Edim7 extinguish me. (Em7, Em6, Fmaj7, Em) x2 v.2 Em7 Em6 timing is not our problem Fmaj7 Em when we act stupid everytime Em7 Em6 when will we pull this together? Fmaj7 high now, not the weather Em that blows my mind chorus: F# Bm it's no so easy when there's more than one wrong choice Gmaj7 speaking words not from my own voice Gdim7 Bbdim7 F# (i breathe the flame that calls my name unto you) Bm and i don't feel that it's right of me Gmaj7 to burn so bright and excitedly Gdim7 Bbdim7 C#dim7 Edim7 extinguish me. (Em7, Em6, Fmaj7, Em) x2 chorus: F# Bm it's no so easy when there's more than one wrong choice Gmaj7 speaking words not from my own voice Gdim7 Bbdim F# (i breathe the flame that calls my name unto you) Bm and i don't feel that it's right of me Gmaj7 to burn so bright and excitedly Gdim7 Bbdim7 C#dim7 Edim7 extinguish me. Em7, Em6, Fmaj7, Em Em7, Em6, Fmaj7, Em Em7, Em6

“not my shoulder” music by esteban aguila lyrics by esteban aguila and *rebecca goldsmith v.1 Em7 A Dmaj7 B7 why i feel like i do Em7 A Dmaj7 B7 should be simple, plain fact to you Em7 A Dmaj7 i'm moving i'm changing i'm shifting in my head and i'm B7 Em7 watching time pass me by.. A Dmaj7 you're hanging on a shoulder that is not mine chorus: Em7 Ebmaj7 Dmaj7 i don't wanna be the one to bring you down Em7 Ebmaj7 Dmaj7 you're doing good things i'm just hanging around Gm Dmaj7 we'll both still find our way back home Gm Dmaj7 and we'll still smile while both on our own v.2 you're not here i don't know where you've gone or where you go the songbird cries dusty eyes come alive and i wait for you to please come near you're hanging on a shoulder that is not mine i don't wanna be the one to bring you down you're doing good things i'm just hanging around we'll both still find our way back home and we'll still smile while both on our own it's hard for me to explain how things are there's been a lot between us so far it sure turned bad between you and i the years we've seen and how love passed us by * i don't wanna be the one to bring you down (i don't want to bring you down) you're doing good things i'm just hanging around (i'm just hanging around) we'll both still find our way back home (i wanna find my way back home to you) and we'll still smile while both on our own.

“how to bleed” music and lyrics by esteban aguila D, A, Em, Gmaj7, D, A D, A, Em, Gmaj7, D, A, G Bm, A, Gmaj7 D A she's a bird in a cage and she wants to fly away Em G D it breaks my heart to hear her say that A D she don't know if she'll come back my way A Em G i'm just living day to day.. lift my soul, ease the pain D A G so i can better learn to love you Bm A Gmaj7 and so i can better learn how to bleed D, A, Em, Gmaj7, D, A D, A, Em, Gmaj7, D, A, G Bm, A, Gmaj7 v.2 D A today the wind blew hard and i feel a world apart Em G from my best friend.. only then did i D A D turn back to a boy with the need for an excuse A but it doesn't mean it isn't true Em G hear my words-ease my mind D A G so i can better learn to love you Bm A Gmaj7 Dmaj7 and so i can better learn how to bleed

“fast love” music and lyrics by esteban aguila Bm, Bm#7, G, Em. G, Em v.1 Bm Bm#7 clouds break shape G Em and the thought makes way G Em for what we would say D is real. Bm Bm#7 shadows fill your home G Em that's not why we breathe G Em it's not what we need D at all. chorus: C Bm goodbye old friend C F# be conscious how you feel C F# create, please don't steal Bm Bm#7, G, Em, G, Em fast love v.2 Bm Bm#7 blue moon falls G Em days-they fade away G Em the party ends-you stay D alone.

"fucked up shit"
music and lyrics by esteban aguila
 v.1 G break me down again Gmaj7 in front of all my friends C what we gonna do? D Em can we pull through our breaking hearts? v.2 G take me all apart Gmaj7 take me back to the start C where we gonna go? D Em will we expose our naked hearts? chorus: C in spite of all this i should say Cm i still think of you each day G G/F# Em and life just fades away C and it seems like hell what these tunes can bring Cm Cm6 the source of so much anxiety G G/F# Em these trembling hands remain C it's really all just some fucked up shit Cm6 Em (i have to live with it) v.3 (insturmental) G, Gmaj7, C, D, Em chorus: C in spite of all this i should say Cm i still think of you each day G G/F# Em and life just fades away C and it seems like hell what these tunes can bring Cm Cm6 the source of so much anxiety G G/F# Em these trembling hands remain C it's really all just some fucked up shit Cm6 (i have to live with it)

music and lyrics by Esteban Aguila he put her to sleep he showed her how to bleed her dreams. i know it seems real hard but try to fall in love with you as i do do want you to love you. it's better that i do it on my own probably better that i do it on my own at what cost to you? you only want me to be true with you she gave him her word she said "you have my eyes just see me." i know it seems real hard but try to fall in love with you as i do do want you to love you. it's better that you do it on your own probably better that you do it on your own. at what cost to you? you only want me to be true with you. it's better that we do it on our own probably better that we do it on our own at such great cost to you you only want me to be true with you. it's better that we do it on our own it's probably better that we do it on our own but at what cost to you?

"for she who is i" music and lyrics by e. aguila v.1 laughing flower skipping slowly moonlike powers flowing boldly goddess of my dreams ten 'til 12, another new day children learning of the things they must contemplate like change and dying what we know for sure: love will pass through something small like bodily death.. we are true we are the gods of now chorus: for she who is i i'll try to make our lives the best i can for she who is i let us fly on clouds to other lands v.2 floating fairy, sunrise berry green and yellow earth grown cherries sleeping in forests something moves us to awaken we dance with highs at 4am we laughed at the sunrise what we know for sure: love will pass through something small like bodily death.. one from two we are the gods of us for she who is i i'll try and make our lives the best i can for she who is i let us fly (like birds) to other lands for she who is i.. for she who is i i'll try and make our lives the best i can.